My Name is Kris and I Blah-g

Ever experience every part of your life so out of your control that your head spins? Like you want to crawl under a rock and never come out? I know everyone goes through this type of thing some time in their life but it doesn’t stop me from wondering at which point will something calm down and be “normal”. Why does every facet of your life need to be so full of drama? What am I supposed to learn from it? Because, that’s why we’re here right? We need to learn. We go through life as one big lesson of do’s and don’ts and trying to become the best people we can be. Yet I ask myself at this moment, what’s the point of all this commotion? Am I supposed to have a nervous breakdown because I feel like I want to really freak out… some may say I have already! Am I supposed to just slow down and take each trial as it comes? What if the trials come so fast that I can’t slow down? If the lesson is about how I cope with such things then I probably fail miserably. Can you be graded on a curve with life’s lessons? This is way too deep for a Friday… I’d rather be in Disneyland where my only decision is whether to ride Space Mountain again or have a Churro. Dang. I never eat Churros when I’m at Disneyland. I think maybe I should give that a try next time – that may be the answer I’m looking for. It’s all about the churros…